How is Alex feeling

My character (Alex) is here to meet her brother (simon) and find out what has happened to him. My character wants to hear the truth about what happened to her brother. Alex is tired of being lied to and she finally wants to hear the truth from the two most important people in her life however she is having doubts about if she is really ready for the truth to come out. My character is physically bold but upset yet emotionally she is a little un-stable. She is unhappy and confused my character is in spring April in 2011 modern time she is in her living room in this room there is 3-seat sofa, 2 arm chair, table, TV.