Who Am I Really?

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I am Alex, Just plain old me I'm 18 years old and unlike anyone I know. I was born in Rwanda and if I am 100% honest I have no idea who I really am, I mean; who am I? I am the sad  little girl who watched her mother die in front of her very eyes and couldnt do anything about t - who ca't even remember it happening. I am unique I feel as though I am so different sometimes and not in the good way you'll never no how it feels to be this isolated, its like everyone hears what im saying but don't really understand what i'm saying. I am around 5'7 and I have a father named Joseph, he made me who I am today I am not a liar and do not liked to be lied to I don't tell dad everything because some things are personal even for him; I mean think about it do you tell your parents EVERYTHING? I work at a bar and I hope to go home to Rwanda one day - fingers crossed.